Wait

My head told me to leave
my heart was screaming stay
logical that i am i did not ponder
i threw away it all away in a day

Sat there feeling oh so disconnected
I confess, I listened to that voice once again
walking out, i should have just stayed
but logical that i am, i did not ponder
i threw it all away, in a day

forcing what i thought was best
lies i told, to hide the truth
but logical that i am, i did not ponder
I threw it all away, on this day.

listened to that voice again, today
listened to that voice again, today
listened to that voice again, today

stopped today, thought about you
thought about what I had done
thought about your smile
thought about your love
thought about our love
pondered, today
pondered, about tomorrow

my weakness I feel i must show
Confess my love that i did
run i did not, i turned to stay
the first time i feel i made that step
the first time i feel i am a man
open my heart to pain,
open my soul to love,
beyond today, I struggle to see
my tears they blind

awake my love
awake my love
awake the man that i should have been
trust i wish to rebuild
In hope that you forgive
in hope that you will love
in hope ...
for this I sit and  wait.