Step One of my life

The girl of my dreams is gone...Why? I really don't know but all i want is some piece of mind for once in these rough days i have in the big city that really seems to never sleep. I got here about a year ago and met a girl on the plane ride here, she was amazing and fun to talk to for the long hour of the flight. We never exchanged numbers or anything which was odd for me since i always try to meet new people and become long time friends with her. She told me she was going to be an actor on broad way. Interesting right? haha me the techy talking with the actor who oh so loves my company. Well, weeks later i saw her in Rockefeller center over by my favorite cafe i ran over to her and said hey! what are you up to?! She was happy to see me to which i thought was surprising. We talked and had a couple of shared memories about Daytona and how much fun it is there. Long story short we went back to my place and watched some of my favorite movies. Cuddled on the couch we ended up kissing and omg could i say it was the most amazing kiss i have ever had in my life. We ended up being together for quite some time. Two months ago was our 1 year. i think that's a land mark for me since back in daytona i was quite the sleep around haha just kidding but it was worth a shot to sound like a bad boy. My life sounds great doesn't it? i wish it stayed this way but of course something happened. Right now i am just relaxing and trying to get over all this great in my life disappearing so fast. It doesn't make sense how one thing can tear apart something so great something so wonderful. I bet you want to know dont you? i am not ready to share right now maby tomorrow or next week but i just wanna know has anyone else had a great set up and lost it all with in minutes?


step one is great but ill be more specific in my next installment. just let me know if u have any advice and please.....i know i suck at writing! I am a techy from NY for god sakes!