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by Audra
Rated: E · Poetry · Other · #1746588
Welcome to my world.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of feeling [[empty]] inside.
I'm tired of feeling [[worthless]].
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of being [[alone]].
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of [[pretending]].
I'm tired of always being the one that people look [[down]] on.
I'm tired of being the [[bad]] one.
I'm tired of being talked about when I have done nothing.
I'm tired of the whispers.
I'm tired of the stares.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of [[missing]] people.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of [[faking]] it.
I'm tired of [[disappointment]].
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of being [[angry]].
I'm tired of not being [[good]] enough for anyone.
I'm tired of being lonely.
Im tired of being told what I can and can not do.
I'm tired of worrying what people think, especially those that dont [[care]] about me.
I'm tired of being the [[scapegoat]].
I'm tired of [[lies]] from the past.
I'm tired of being the only one that remembers the [[truth]].
I'm tired of wondering when I am going to [[catch]] a break.
I'm tired of [[fighting]].
I'm tired of always being told that I am wrong.
I'm tired of being the [[moral]] one.
I'm tired of always being the parent.
i'm tired of always getting the [[shaft]].
I'm tired of not being [[me]].
I'm tired of the put-downs, let-downs, and everything in between.
I'm tired of always being the one who has everyone's [[back]], when no one ever has mine.
I'm tired of being told what I can and can not do with [[my]] money and with my [[life]].
I'm tired of the [[expectations]].
I'm tired of being stupid.
I'm tired of looking in the mirror, all I see is sadnes, [[pain]] and hurt, where once was happiness.
I'm tired of not standing up for myself with people and letting them [[walk]] all over me.
I'm tired of [[always]] being wrong.
I'm tired of being laughed at.
I'm tired of laziness.
I'm tired of always being the one that works at it.
I'm tired of people not [[seeing]] me.
I'm tired of being happy on the outside, when on the inside I am [[devastated]].
I'm tired of keeping my mouth [[shut]], just to save the peace.
I'm tired of being the strong one, when on the inside I am [[crumbling]].
I'm tired of the nonsense.
I'm tired of always doing the [[right]] thing.
I'm tired of taking the [[high]] road.
I'm tired of my [[mistakes]] being brought up and thrown in my face all the time.
I'm tired of how [[you]] regard everyone and everything higher than me.
I'm tired of my [[opinion]] not mattering, when everyone elses does.
I'm tired of never being good enough, not even for myself.
I'm tired of [[not]] telling them how I feel.
I'm tired of not standing up for myself.
I'm tired of no one [[caring]].
I'm tired of not being [[beautiful]].
I'm tired of the fakeness.
I'm tired of the lies.
I'm tired of always having to be the [[responsible]] one.
I'm tired of shutting out the whole [[world]], even my own self.
I'm tired of being [[blamed]] for everyone else's mistakes.
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of being [[forgotten]].
Most of all, I'm just I'm [[tired]] of being tired.


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