Confessions of a lost soul

My body’s been busied

My heart’s been cut

My heads been abused

But those secrets are kept shut



I try to make you happy give you everything

But I can’t make you happy anymore

I’m on my knees begging

But you keep walking and I’m left to ignore



I keep trying to walk out the door, tell myself I’ll be okay.

But you always coming around with words to get me to stay

You’re saving me and then breaking me down

This water I’m in is high and I’m about to drown



I can’t keep doing this, listening to your lies

Like how you care and I love you

But really you don’t, it’s me you despise.

But I’m starting to see the boy I loved was the one I knew



You shattered my hopes

But I’ll stand here and wait

Still trying to hold to these ropes

Meeting you was fate.



But Help, I’m slipping, I’m falling

I can’t keep holding on

You keep stalling

As I scream I watch you yawn.



Oh, Now that I’m gone you care

I’m so sorry mate

But unfortunately, I have to share

You came around to late.