im not that great with names

falling asleep at night now seems imposible but crying myself to sleep is daily
walking from place to place is useless but running from it is worth my life
a life with out a soul or even like you say with out a heart
such a terrible deal perhaps i will give something else to perhaps my room or the memories of all the scars that could possibly have came to me
then i will run amillion miles to get away from the fear
the fears i have you can have them to
the fear of being denied
the fear of being a disappointment
the fear of being afraid
but the fear of dying isnt in there
so why not do it why not die
so that no one else can beat me to it
and i wont have to fake smiles
i can be alone like always
but this time i would be free
i could start over maybe
and i could give the things in this life away to all of you
to make you happy