Upside Down

Upside down, downside up,

My hot salty tears fall into my cup.

Outside in and inside out,

I'm a water fountain see my spout?

The roller coaster screams around every corner, through every turn.

True love is what I truly yearn.

When will I heed the warnings, when will I ever learn.

Trust is so over rated, true love is not fated.

It's crap, a big steaming pile of shit.

It's like playing blackjack when you have already won but you tell the dealer,

One more hit.

Eyes so swollen from all of the tears I have cried.

Upside down, downside up

Millions of tears fall into a cup,

This way, that way, every which way.

I am so confused, my emotions are flambe' a la shit.

I want to be numb but I can't seem to muster the strength to do it.

Mind games that leave me wounded and bleeding on the floor,

As I watch my heart walk out the door.

Trust, hell what is that?

Bruised and beaten with a solid wood bat,

Karma is a vicious bitch!

Why did I even think I could get away without a stitch?

I have cried a billion tears , enough to fill a thousand cups.

It's over and I am done, without you I will have less downs and more ups.