My Father

I don't have a clue what you want me to do, sick of spending time, waiting for signs that dont seem to get through. I know as soon as you leave, the sky will turn blue, 'cuz i'm not getting any closer to caring for you. It's true.
Look at me here, being all pessimistic, just can't see any development, it wouldn't be realistic, I'm sure a few years ago it woulde have been fanstastic, but right now mouth is full of fucking plastic.
Can't believe you call me love, when there's no love there, i'm past the turning point, it's impossible to care. You may say it's not fair, but you need to accept the clothes I wear.
Abandonment,
Unfaithfullness
Guilt
My emotions just spilt, racking my brain, throught the pain, trying to hide the shame, but i don't feel a thing for you whenever I see your name.