Eli, Eli, Lema Sabachthani?

ELI, ELI, LEMA SABACHTHANI?

I'm just brittle paper in Your hands
Crushed by the weight of Your strenght
Am I damned to hell for eternity?
The world is hot and it's scorching my aching body
There is anguish in my sorrowful soul,
     
              Please God, let it not be

I walk on broken glass to reach to You
But I slip and I fall and I pierce my skin
It stings and I bleed
And I bleed and I bleed
There is no hope for me now
My eyes water out of agony for You

            Oh  Please God, let it not be

I'm confused, distraught and very much in pain
Is there no mercy left for me?
My wrists are bound with thorns and wires
My mouth is filled with dirt and sand

But I crawl and I fall and I bleed for You
Where is Your hand? I do not see it
Are You there?
Oh my God, my God,
Why did You
Abandon
Me?