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It is about someone who is constantly fighting with faith to achieve something in life |
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I am seeking someone who has destiny similar to mine. Well, without confusing you further I would tell you in nutshell what I am and what my life has been. Starting from school life. I was a bright student, always coming first or second in class. From there started all havoc. I was loaded with expectations, she'll be this, she'll be that type. I also started believing and working towards it. My parents did not stay with me. From a very early age me and my brother ( just over a year elder to me) stayed with our grandparents and loads of uncles and aunts and their children. In spite of having so many people I was alone all the time. No one really had any interest in me so busy were they in their own affairs. I suffered from inferiority complex. When I saw my cousins laughing and talking, I felt jealous. So to avoid getting bored I absorbed myself in books. In books I found solace, they took me away from my frustrations, my pain, my loneliness. I enjoyed their company very much. The presence of my own brother made matters worse for me. He always kept me at an arm's length and was more close to my younger cousin. For anything he needed he always summoned her and not me. It tore my heart apart. The pain was not for one day, I had to face it each and every moment of my growing years. All those pains I suffered, all those turmoils I faced were deeper than the oceans for me. I just did not have any way out, except one. Such was my childhood. I prefer calling it troubled. Then came the main exam of my life- H.S. (class XII). This was also the qualifying exam for Medical, a route which was charted years ago for me. I fumbled for the first time in my life. I couldn't qualify. I often wondered why is God so cruel with me, never allows me any happy moment. What have I done to get this? My irony does not end there. |
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