Life of a unwanted child part 2

I started missing school, didn't hangout with anyone. Than one day walking home from school I seen a green car that looked my grandma ge into a couple of days before I said anything to them . I walked by the frontdoor I heard someone yelling my name it was my Nana , aunt , cousins , so I ran to them. It had been 2 years since I had seen them . They invited me in and when try asked how my mom was I told them had happend . They did not know what to say to me . Is all I knew was I could not tell my mom I found them shehinks she is adopted . Everything about home was affecting me at school all doPed out than on to top of it I started cutting myself . The school found out and called my mom , she asked me why and I said " there is only so much one person can take ". When I got hOme my mom told me that Wayne had a court date and she wanted me there . I didn't know what to say " that yah a awesome idea mom let the man I put in jail see me ". The day of court I seen him and started crying cause if I never told the grub maybe he wouldn't be in jailand maybe my mom wouldn't edging what she was doing . The judge gave hi

Probation , and he was gonna get out Christmas eve. is all I could do was cry and think he will be home things will be ok now . Shit was I fucking way off . But at the same time if my mom didn't have me they wouldn't be fighting . The fought when I said something I shouldn't of that I over heard .



Christmas eve came kind of fast actually , the day he got home I ha asked jase to be there so I wouldn't be alone he couldn't do it . When Wayne got home that night my mom had the man she was fucking siting in the chair . Wayne looked at me like he knew I tried tellin my mom but that would cause a fight . About a hour later Wayne decide to get mad and yells at my mom about her going over tO cub and minicar house to drink . That's when she just left so Wayne asked does she always go over there . I said yes she does I dont say anything I stay out of it . He went over there and started a argument he was banging on the bedroom door at are house and he left he just walked out the door . My mom told me to call my grandma to come get us jase lived with me so my grandma .

Wayne called my grandmas house and I told him everything . About the drugs , booze , men , and skin heads .My grandma and aunt told me that it wasnt my place to say anything but I felt guilty about everything. Wayne moved up to San bernardino with his family And the girls went to . But I stayed with my mom but she didn't want me there so I stayed with my grandma .