Supermassive

-Supermassive-
by
Keaton Foster



In the distance
Missing
Listening
Not hearing
Silence rings out
I begin screaming
Louder and louder
Throat now throbbing
Pain won’t be stopping
Hoping
Willing
Wanting a reply
Wondering why
Needing to know
There is nothing
Except
Absolution
The end
Of every beginning
Redundancy
Sprinkled with causality
Supermassive
All-consuming
Entirely undoing
Dismantling our everything
Such an unperceivable conundrum
I should know how to escape
But I just don’t
I will die here
In this nothing made so clear
I won’t survive
Because I was not meant to
God’s hands are cruel
His lessons are rules
Not to live by
But rather to die by
As the nothing grows
Every single role
Infinitely shrinks
The finest of point
Is a flash of bright light
Followed by forever darkness
An unconscious state of waiting
And contemplating
Heaven or hell
Unsure, do tell
Have I done enough
Could I’ve done more
Or has what I’ve done
Doomed me from the get
Life, such a livable heck
Full of so many regrets
Which ones count most
None that we suspect
Only upon death
Will the truth be told
Only then will we know
We cannot tell
And if we could
Would it matter at all
I suspect
No
Supermassive
A fitting word
An appropriate descriptive
Of both size and parallel
A universal adjective
For what I am sure is coming
Both this way and next…





Supermassive Written by Keaton Foster Copyright © 2013