Love deleted

Just another morning, my time to myself and truly bored. So I picked up my iPad as I usually do. Words of a song goes thru my head....if you were an item om my iPad , I would delete you and wouldn't be sad. I could relieve myself of stress and pain, and finally try to live again. cause after all your not a man your less than any thing that stands, you creep and crawl like a snake at night, you never tried be do anything right. Anger is always on my mind these days so much I wish I could say to this person but he doesn't deserve to ever see or hear me again. So I guess I have deleted him in a sense, I just wish I could delete the pain and the memories of all that he did. I know we are all like that, but the only thing we can do is move forward, work thru it and try to have better for ourselves. Try hard not to take it out on the next man. They are not all the same. Lesson learned are sometimes hard. It can break you down or build you up. If anything I know all the tricks the warning signs of a faker, lier, thief, and devil. The only satisfaction that I have is knowing that everything done to me will be done to him in return. I finally got smart, now I listen to my head and not my heart, for falling in love is falling , being smart can protect your heart, you'll live longer, and the best part is having someone that loves you, respects you and cares, a life with someone that wants you there.