Determination

Determination

One morning I woke up with an unflinching determination,
To conquer all my senses was my resolution.
So I prepared myself for the day ahead,
And promised not to have a pinch of bread.
I bid farewell to all my family at last,
With sorrow in my heart, I took my steps really fast.
But He knew I was gone for a reason,
And I was hoping to see them next season.
Under a huge tree I started my meditation,
Trying to find the reason for my creation,
Likewise I went on for many a days,
Now I was completely fragile without any bread.
The passers by simply vowed me and passed by,
Clouds even thundered silently up in the sky.
I do not know for how long I continued thus,
Later I felt a dazzling light all over.
I even sensed the strong smell of clover.
I could not feel my senses and then I realized I was with Him.

Nitin Mishra