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EK ANDEKHA PYAR A GRADUATION GIRL A NAVY BOY
Ek ladhki thi aaj ke logo ko dekhte hue wo sidhi si thi. Wo dedicate thi apne parents ke liye hi nhi apne frnds ke liye bhi. jb wo apna graduation kr rhi thi tb wo padhai me kuch krna chahti thi tbhi uski life me ek ladhka aaya. Uske papa ka name or uska name same tha. Ladhki apne papa se bohot pyar krti thi or wo chahti thi ki uske papa ka name uske name ke sath hamesha lga rhe. Us ladhke ki use bate hone lag gyi. wo bohot slim tha chahti thi thoda healthy ho jaye to accha lagega. wo usko bohot sacha lgta tha bs uski inhi kuch bato se wo usko like krne lag gayi. Jb usko iska ahsas hone lga tb usne socha ab mai isse bat na krun to accha h pr kismet kya chahti kya pta. Ladhki usko kuch kahena nhi chahti thi bs usko aur ladhkiyo ke no dediya krti thi ye sochkr ki ye kisi na kisi ladhiki ko chahta h ki koi uska frnd bne, agar koi frnd ban jayegi to khush ho jayega or jb wo khush hota tb ladhki ko use jada khushi hoti. Ladhki kabhi-2 phone krke puch liya kra krungi kaisa h wo?? Bs itna kafi tha uske liye.Apni frnds ko bhi mnati thi ki koi to us se bat krle pr koi nhi manta uski frnd acche se janti thi kaise ladhko se bat krte or sab se badi bat wo use jawab nhi dena chahti thi pr uski frnz ke sath to aisa nhi tha. Agar koi or ladhka hota to wo apni bahen ke sath milkr use shi krdeti, pr iske samne to wo shi se bol bhi nhi pati thi kuch kahe to tb pati. Wo nhi bat krna chahti thi pr kya kre use kuch samajh nhi aata tha jb use kuch na ho saka tb usne sari feelings usko btana shuru kr diya. Usko lagta tha agar wo usko sab bta degi to wo uski help krega or sab thik krdega Wo rone lag jati thi, pr kuch shi nhi hua phir usne khud ko uspr chhod diya or socha jo hoga dekha jayega. Sath meye bhi socha ki use logo ki help krni nhi aati hai (wo samjhta nhi tha ki hume khudse help krdeni chahiye) to mai usko sikha dungi phir to uski life me khushiya-2 hi rhengi. or uske pass jo knowledge hai use mai kuch sikh lungi, wo accha padhta tha.
                   ladhki kisiko bohot chahti thi pr apne husband ko kisi or ko nhi uske liye inti pagal thi ki ek bar maa ke dar bar me maa se magli ki kon h wo bs ek bar dekhlu or kuch nhi chahti use milna nhi chahti thi pr jana jarur chahti thi. Pr jb ye ladhka uski life me aaya tb use lagne lga kahi yhi to nhi hai, jo bhi mangi thi wo sbhi pura ho rha tha.
                   Wo ladhki jb bhi us ladhke ka pic dekhti to uske man me yhi sabal udhta kon hai wo aur kyun meri life mai h. wo sochti kya yhi mera hus hoga? Kyun mai use kuch kahe nhi pati hu? uske man me sabalo ka tufan aata or pura hila dalta,both sare ques maan me ate pr ans kahi nhi milta bhagwan se bolti pr kuch na hota kabhi-2 to wo both roti kabhi ye sab soch kr to kabhi usko yaad krke. bhagwan se bolti hey bhagwan agar wo uska hai tbhi uski life mai rhe wo wrna na rhe pr is sab ka koi matlab nhi tha usko khud ko hi aisa bnana tha ki usko chhod sake chhod sakti thi wo pr jb sochne lag jati kahi aisana ho ki wo bat krna band krde or wo preshan rehne lag jaye or btaye bhi na, wo chahta tha pr bolta nhi tha. jb use aisa lgta to bat kiye bina nhi rhe pati isiliye sari bate use preshan krne lag gayi agar ek bar wo bol deta to asani se chli jati. Is time use aisa lgta tha jaise wo samnder me padhi ho or koi laher aakr use andar ki aur lejati ho phir kuch time ke liye ye sare que shant ho jate ye sab chlta hi rha.
                   Uska pic dekhna use ajib lgta tha wo anjana lgta, uska pic dekhti bhi to uski aankhen chupa leti thi. Jb uski clg dress me pic dekhti tb use lgta ek din wo mujhe chhod kr bohot dur chla jayega or ansu nikalne lg jate the. Us time wo uski har bat mane lag gyi thi usne kahan tha mujhe chungam khane wali ladkiya nhi psnd wo chungam abhi tk nhi khai. Uske words ko apne words bnane lag jati thi is raste chalet chalet wo usko itna cahne lag gyi ki uske bina rahe pana mushkil ho rha tha, tb wo usko sab btadi bina kuch soche samjhe. Pr wo kuch na kahan bs kuch time ke liye chup ho gya, us time wo usko itna mis krti thi ki padhte-2 rone lag jati thi,heart me ek ajib sa dard hone lag jata tha,lagta tha kaise shi ho payegi, ye pal bohot bure the kabhi nhi jina chahti inko dubara, sochti thi kaise rhe payegi na kisi se kahe pa rhi na dil se ye sab nikal rha. phir wo ek mahine ke bad dobar uski life me aagya tb tk wo puri trhan se use bhul bhi nhi pai thi isliye chhod hi nhi pai. Uski har bat use kaise yad rheti use nhi malum tha. Wo hanuman ji ka bhakt hai wo jb bhi temple jati uske liye jarur magti or wo hamesha puchta bhi tha ki mere liye kya manga ab kaise na wo mange bhla,ek temple mai hanuman ji ki bohot badi idol thi wo unse hamesha bolti ki aap to jante hi hai mujhe kya chahiye? bs uske liye mang leti. Itne pr bhi usse kabhi milne ki himmat nhi hui. Kitna bhi use bat krti man nhi bharta tha. ek bar wo use bate krte krte bola tum meri radha ho pr usko to yhi nhi malum radha or krishn to ek the radha to krishn ki atama thi unke bina to krishn adhure hai. Kuch chahiye nhi tha use pr chahti thi jb tk chahe sath rhe pr mere pyar ki respect krle. Uski chhoti-2 bato se heart ho jaya krti thi. use wo promise krdi thi ki wo agar jana chahega to chla jayega mai kuch nhi kahungi. Wo usse ghar ke sare kone me bat ki hai jb dar lgta that tb chhup-2 ke bat krti thi or bat na kr pati thi tb wo manta hi nhi tha call krta rheta tb bhla ab kaise wo mna krti thodi si bat krti pr krti jarur. Agar use koi preshani hoti or uska call ajata tb to problem hi gayab ho jati thi. Kabhi-2 wo itna busy hota ki time hi nhi de pata tha tb naraj ho jaya krti thi pr phir khudse hi man jati thi ye bhi nhi btati ki wo naraj thi. jb Use importance deti tb wo bohot khush hota tha isliye use usko imp dena bohot accha lgta tha. Use kabhi kuch nhi manga bs apnepan ke ahsas ko chhod kr kyunki wo bohot sensitive, emotional thi apne frnds ko bhi lekar phir isko to kahi jada hi manti thi. Bache ki trha hai uska man chhoti si bat pr bohot khush bhi ho jati or preshan bhi, jaise ek bachhe ko pta hota hai ye meri mumma hai or ye papa unko chhod kr wo kahi nhi jata vaise hi wo bhi frndship rkhti to use chhod hi nhi pati thi. Usko jb phone cut krna hota tha tb bolta chalo phir thik hai. or jb call krta tb bolta or sunnao,kahi jada use(ladhki ko) khusi hoti jb wo muskurata, wo(ladhka) uska pyara sa budhu tha...
                   wo kuch kr nhi pai uspr fath rkhti rhi. Jab bhi wo ladhki use yaad krti h bs papers pr likhna shuru kr deti hai. Kabhi-2 sochti isse accha to uska frnd tha jo usko bola tha yr tu glat kr rha hai. wo kabhi uske pyar ki respect nhi kiya sochta bat manti h to mnvata rhun, Uski khushi ke liye apni respect ki bhi parwah nhi krti thi, use jo nhi bhi pasand tha wo bhi wo uske liye krti rhi ye sochkr ki kabhi to bolhi dega, na kr mere liye kuch mujhe nhi chahiye. Kabhi-2 hum apne sapno ko armano ko side rkh kr kitna kuch krte pr samne bale ko ahsas bhi nhi hota,usko khud nhi malum tha wo kyun use itna manti. Itna bhi nhi samajh ska aur usi ko fool samjhta hua chla gya, wo apne liye to kuch mangi bhi nhi kitna khush rhe skta h koi kisi ko preshan krke. Ab uske na ansu nikalte na hi wo preshan hoti bs kabhi-2 in panno ko dil se lga ke so jati. Aur wo kya kahe uske pass to bohot sari bate hai chahe to puri nobel likh dale...
Iske bad jb kabhi bhi uska call aajata wo bat to karti pr uske dil me uske liye koi jaghn nhi kabhi-2 phir se khud ko kamjor samjhne lag jati hai pr ab wo acche se janti h usko, usse itna dur chale jana chahti hai jaise dharti or aasman, wo use kabhi mili nhi. Aaj bhi yhi bolti h na kr call kr wo abhi bhi vesa hi h jaise pahele tha usko koi matlab nhi wo kuch bhi kahti rhe.
Agar kisi ka saral swabhav hai to ye uski galti nhi hai pani bhi saral hai magar pani tufan ban jaye to sab barbad hai. Jo bhi likha hai dil se likha hai.