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Entries from a young girls diary
Dear Diary,

I'm brain dead lacking the means to fully understand my mere existences in this world. What do I truly have to offer to this world, me the daughter of a causal hooker. Yeah you heard me hooker mama can't stand being called a prostitute. Makes her sound like a criminal she says. She is and prostitution is a crime got her arrested twice but never convicted perks of fucking uh police captain. But at least it pays the bills mama ain't no cheap whore no Annabelle Brown or Velvet (her street name) charges prime buck to let you pound her hole.
So again what is my purpose in life should I become a prostitute like my mother sell my body for some fast cash or like my daddy Mr. Drug Dealer. My daddy loves to refer to himself as a business man like the big pharmaceutical companies he provides a way to help people. His method might not be legal but he gives those addicts a moments high as long as you can pay and he takes two forms of payments sex and money. And he's not like any type of dealer you know doesn't just supply street drugs like weed and coke. He likes variety wether it clonidine or Xanax he don't care what your fix is as long as he makes money.
So where do I Laura Brown fit into this equation how does the daughter of a hoe and a dealer find a place in this world. Where is the normal between the two of them, where is my balance. I spend my nights worried that mama will fall victim to her johns gun or that my daddy will get arrested or worst dead I wonder what position his chalk outline will be in. Maybe I'd be able to wear it, teach it how to walk and be the kind of father I need. Teach me the importance of being Laura Brown, teach me to love others because I only know how to love myself. But what I want to know is how to go about being Laura Brown.

Sincerely,
Laura

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