I Laid Awake

I laid awake, mind wondering through thoughts. At the core of my thoughts the one question that kept coming up was, who am I? Granted I know, what my name is and all of that fun stuff, but who was I as a personality, who am I and what is my purpose. In today world it so easy to get lost in a crowd that gets put into categories of who you are. What categories do I fit in, am I some one who’s life is all planed, am I someone who loves sports and fitness, am I how ever many more things that I could come up with wile I laid awake staring up at the window.
Why am I here, is there a reason my life has played out like it has or am I just crack in the floor that no one notices. I guess that can be a little self deprecation, but it makes you wonder if your life actually means something. Is there a reason that I am here? Is there something I am meant to do, or am I just another person who goes to work and comes home and then do it all over again. Am I meant to be here staring up at my window awake on this quite summer night.
Laying awake wondering these thoughts it makes you think and rethink. You go back and look at all the choices you made and wonder whether they where the right ones. It makes you wonder what is your passion. What is my passion, what is the thing that I care the most about and want to do? The simple answer to that right now is I don’t know. It’s something that may take me years to figure out, or I could wake up tomorrow and just know it. The good news is that I can always look forward for the next day for it is a new day to find who I am and what is my passion.