sugar

mind forged so innocent, groped, ravaged
fucked by the world and a million different beliefs,
left to be destroyed, mismanaged,
consoled by natures poppy leaf
shoot happiness directly in the vein
let it rape and form within the brain,
poppy leaf poppy leaf,
don't let me drift back sane.

destructive, killing,
brown, syrup impure,
mind thrilling,
soft, sugar allure,
nothing else works,
like it used to
thats why i need you.
times pass
man pass,
highs pass
too fast.
relax
lie back
follow tracks
adore!
fall flat
c flat,
melancholy,
allure.
associated with those we do not associate,
living for the next high,
hated by those i can not hate,
i'll die beneath your sky.

adore! adore!
adore me!
i'm among you!
allure! allure!
join with me!
i'll destroy you!
i will rip your life into the shreds of hopelessness
you unknowingly had among it!
you will learn the absolute fruitlessness
of trying to deny it!
rejoice! rejoice!
you're among me!
i'm within you!
your choice! your choice!
now you shall see!
i'll kill you!

holes on your arms translate
into holes upon those
of those who could never hate
whose hearts could never close

to you,
but you,
won't know,
or
won't show,
it back.