The Shore

Felt so lost,
Then reality hits,
What happened?
My accountability.

Emotions made me ran,
Funny, I know,
Deep and sincere emotions,
That I never wanted to accept and feel.

An apology is not enough,
But maybe it is a good start?
My mind says that it is a bad idea,
Practicality should be the basis.

My heart replies,
I do not need to be in a relationship,
All I need is one inspiration,
I choose you my dearest.

Envy and Insecurity blinded me,
A woman with an open arm,
Invited me in her space,
To which I regretfully entered into.

Here I am writing,
Allowing others to make me their muse,
But you are my only muse,
Until then, allow me to need and want you.

I am not asking for your love in return,
Just allow me to need you as my sunlight,
To want you sincerely and deeply,
Even if my mind says that it is too risky.

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