Dream Journal

8/8/23

Before going to an art museum I was given a silver hammer. At the art museum it was like some weird force took over my body and I slammed the hammer into my forehead, cracking open my skull.

I also dreamed that I found out some rich old plutocrat is actually my dad. One of my old foster kids was suddenly by half brother as well. My poor family, myself, and my new half-brother went to the Mario Movie. My poor family members started acting a fool and embarrassed me. I moved away from them in the theater and my half-brother came with me. Obama kept popping up to make sure I'm happy because he has to keep my new rich dad happy or he won't get all his money.

8/7/23

I dreamed that Kyle Kulinski (from Secular Talk) owned a chain of Aldi stores. He was getting ready to marry Krystal Ball (from Breaking Points) and Krystal was jealous of my long-standing friendship with Kyle. She was convinced we were in love with each other or something. On their wedding day, one of the Aldi cashiers called off and Kyle was going to miss the wedding to fill in. I offered to work the shift so Krystal could marry Kyle. Instead of being grateful, Krystal almost seemed annoyed that I "saved the day".

I also dreamed that for some reason I was still going to high school. I started skipping school and hanging out at fast food restaurants. Finally, I got the nerve to tell my mom that I REFUSE to go to school anymore because I'm fucking 40 years old.

8/6/23

Last night I had a lot of bits of dreams that seemed to run into each other. Here are pieces I remember:

* I was trying to figure out exactly how many Tramadol I would need to take to commit suicide. I had thought I had to take at least 20, but in the dream I was told I only needed to take 10.

* I was working on a computer. At one point I found messages that showed that my husband had been chatting/flirting with a bunch of women and even told some of them that he loved them. I debated with myself whether it was worth confronting him or not.

* I had a conversation with some random old guy about autism and psychic gifts. He was giving me some kind of test to see what my psychic abilities are. I remember asking him how I was supposed to deal with both normal sensory stimuli and psychic sensory stimuli without getting even more overwhelmed.

* I chatted with Hayley Kiyoko about her role as Stevie on "Wizards of Waverly Place". We debated about Stevie's personality and what she would or wouldn't do in real life.