Identical

For we are identical
part of one another
As you became me and I became you
For we became one in the same
With different names for each
As I became weak while you were strong
Now you are more short temper I was long
As we began to talk conversate write letters
As the years past we spent more and more time together
For we devloped a bond experienced short comings
Now art times when I would run and hide
You would handle this like it was nothing
Now as bluffing when I thought I didn't need your protection
As i'm now in denial when I had to confess it
Now I'm stressing cause as I'm sleeping you are rapping my flow
Taking control of me doing what I don't know
I'm changing personalities , voices and choices
Fighting principalities forces and the things that are unseen
I'm so complex and divided up inside for I don't even know me
It feels like I'm going crazy but mainly I'm just lost
You weren't there for me ..
As you weren't there for me
When he came into my bed room when she beat me when I was trapped molested bruised cut envyed betrayed
destroyed by names watching my sister beaten watching my mother stomped watching my sisters take advantage of
watching watching you didn't even hear my screams or cries
see the dry tears in my eyes so what the hell do you know about me
As they took away my joy and my heart and peace
i became the streets so did you
Nothing out there was special
Nothing was new
We became a team what I couldn't handle you could
As you were my crutch you were my hood
No disrespect
To God because I give credit when credit is due
None of this would have been possible if Lord if it was not for you
For you were there inside my mind fixing it up and made it my strength
Without you lord I would have been exempt from this
Lord was always yours you paid the price
determen for a better out come
Like a slave who was enduring his master beating his flesh
My mind is at its limit my heart is on edge
suicide suicide death death
Yet God you held me my protection was to weak
As we are identical
Part of one another
You were me and I'm you
One
with different names