Anorexic Love

Anorexic Love
Puppy love, head over heels in love, everlasting love, eternal
love, and tough love. We have put love into many categories, but I have
felt a love that has not been classified. Anorexic love, is what happened
to ours, when your secret exit left scars so bad they still hurt like
an open wound. Your dissapearance was distracted by a special appearance
from another. Then you returned, but I didn't respond, too scared you
might try to run again. I had to withold urges, but when I did binge on
your presence, I quickly purged to extinguish something that might hurt
me again. A few months passed, and you came back with a smile on your
face, arms ready for an embrace, and your feelings on a cd that you made
just for me. Right then and there I wanted to quit witholding my true
feelings, and wanted to start feeding on your glances, your sweet
kisses, and your perfection, but I couldn't. I have anorexic love, which
stops me from giving you that hug, I so desperately need, but my body hurts
too much to feed on your love that I need. Eventhough I will die
without it. Your love gives me life, and without you I'm malnourished, when
you left I had to endure this, killing me softly with your silence.
Then I saw you shouting, but it's only a low whisper, that I can barely
hear cuz my body was put through months of living without you. I need to
be taken into rehabilitation, cuz this disease has taken all of me,
this anorexic love is deadly.