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January 30, 2023 at 8:16am
January 30, 2023 at 8:16am
#1043889
I'm breathing fast. That's a symptom of Anxiety Disorder. I have thoughts that go through my mind. The only thing to make it go away is to do something. Like write a post, read email,do a small project, or anything to occupy my mind. That's what I'm doing now. But the breathing is still going fast. The other thing is to pray. And take my medicines.
January 20, 2023 at 7:30am
January 20, 2023 at 7:30am
#1043405
The FedEx man is due to deliver my package today. So I'm up early getting geared up to do whatever I need to do to get my package. It's in an envelope, really, and I'm wondering if they'll need my signature or if they'll put it in the mailbox. I read in Google that FedEx and USPS have an agreement to deliver FedEx mail on the last leg of their trip. If that's true in my case, it makes it easier. If not, then I have to stand by. I'll have to leash my dogs and go to meet the FedEx man to sign their log. This whole issue has made my anxiety disorder go into overdrive. So I've been praying to God to make things go smoothly. I might be waiting all day for the man to show up.
January 9, 2023 at 9:08am
January 9, 2023 at 9:08am
#1042862
My goal is to recover from my depression and anxiety disorder. I found out that lying in bed ruminating attracts scary thoughts and so I have to get up out of bed and start my day. That way the scary thoughts fall away from my mind. I do try to take naps and sometimes that works out for the better, and I forget the worries that plague me. These worries are trivial to anyone else. But I end up having almost a panick attack. That's when I take my medicine. It keeps the worries and panic attacks at bay. I may never get out of taking my medications. But I have to be strong and courageous.
January 5, 2023 at 9:15am
January 5, 2023 at 9:15am
#1042682
The Question of Day asks what one word describes this point of your life. My response is: re-maturation.

I'm newly retired. I have to learn how to be a retiree. I enrolled in Medicare. I have my health insurance. It seems that I see my doctor frequently for my depression and anxiety disorder. I have to deal with these two ailments head on. I pray a lot.
December 24, 2022 at 3:27pm
December 24, 2022 at 3:27pm
#1042111
In our part of the world, it;s freezing. 'we had a windchill advisory. i lay in bed listening to the howl of the wind for what seemed like hours. I'm lucky that I slept through some of it. Now, a day later, it's subsided and things are quiet. We had a good lunch and took naps.
December 16, 2022 at 8:51am
December 16, 2022 at 8:51am
#1041839
I started writing again. It's been a slow process.
December 8, 2022 at 9:40am
December 8, 2022 at 9:40am
#1041552
I was having a dream. I opened my eyes and I found myself staring at an ornate wall. Suddenly the image I was looking at dissolved and I found myself back in my room, in bed. i wondered whether that dream and seeming scene was a taste of Heaven.
December 5, 2022 at 9:15am
December 5, 2022 at 9:15am
#1041414
I got it bad, this depression and anxirty disorder. I tell myself it's just a phase in my day. But the pain is still there.
December 3, 2022 at 8:23am
December 3, 2022 at 8:23am
#1041279
So I wrote a few paragraphs in my new story. It sounds a bit ordinary. But I'll keep on writing. Something good will come out of it, I'm sure. Or along the way I can see the plot forming.
December 2, 2022 at 4:38am
December 2, 2022 at 4:38am
#1041234
The clinic visit was a good one but like all doctors I was made to wait for what seemed an eternity.

Today I awoke early. I have a thought of something to write. I think that the writer's block is over. Praise the Lord!

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