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My blog, where I store those thoughts rattling around my brain |
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Welcome to the insanity of my mind! Please excuse the cobwebs and clutter, I've been meaning to clean the place up a bit... Stop in and read some of my nonsense whenever the mood strikes you :) |
| I'm running from my demons now, Racing thoughts inside my head, Gasping as I pump these legs, Burning pain keeps them at bay. I go until my muscles shake Limbs quake, threaten to collapse But still, I force myself along Because the demons are coming back I hope my music drowns them out But wicked whispers worm within That hissing static sorrow, Shreds my soul with savage glee. That is why I cannot rest Even if my tendons tear I'll run, I'll walk, I'll limp away From those voices in my head |
| It's official. I now have a grand total of five unfinished projects. Well, I'm working on one of them and it should be done by the end of this week... So hopefully that will bring it down to four? As of today, I have the following to finish: The Sea of Trees (nearing completion) Earthbound (half-finished but has complete outline) Library of Nightmares (still needs editing and various additions made) Deathless Boy (literally making it up as I go along) The Book of Shadows (extensive notes and research made, but I have no idea where I left off) All of these are extremely promising but I keep getting distracted! Why do I start new stories? Maybe it's easier to create new ideas than to flesh out existing ones... My goal is to complete all of these, but that's an awfully tall order. So far I'm going to stick with one and whittle down each one as I go. Wish me luck, I'm in desperate need of it! There is no reconciliation That will put me in my place And there is no time like the present To drink these draining seconds |
| What is it like to be emotionally detached? How do you view the world? Are you able to analyze each situation from a solely rational perspective? Sometimes I feel like it would be easier to live without having to endure these pesky feelings. What are they good for? Bringing me trouble, that's what I think. It would be nice to wake up without having to have inner monologues about nonsense before I eat breakfast. Where is the switch to shut that crap off? Do you believe you're missing out That everything good is happening somewhere else? But with nobody in your bed The night's hard to get through |
| Since I joined a class created by bobturn, I've been working my butt off on this new story. These characters really have a mind of their own, I'm starting to think that I'm biting off more than I can chew! Perhaps my story should have been a little smaller in scope but I think it's worth telling so I'm going to hack away at it until I'm finished. So far, I'm over 4000 words and counting. I think the final tally will be around 6k, but we will have to see. I'm really excited to show everyone and hope that it will be worth the wait. See ya round, folks! I'm going back into my lair now. Don't know why this is happening But I'll do what I want I'll do what I please I'll do it again till I've got what I need I keep swinging my hand through a swarm of bees 'cause I I want honey on my table |
| We all bear scars upon our hearts Indelible marks which others left Sometimes inflicted to ourselves They ache and twinge Old wounds, seeping with memory Refusing to scab over Perhaps those will never fade Lingering through shades of time Bittersweet reminders Ghosts that haunt us Creeping in those still moments When daily thoughts have settled |
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