Well, to be honest I’m not a big writer, and after reading three Orwells in a row, the fear of depression has stopped me from reading that heavily. I spend most of my life thinking of creative ideas for things I’ll never use, and have a million works in progress. I am the epitome of aufenthatt. Over time I have come to the understanding that it means something in German. Whatever that is I don't know, but it is nothing to do with the word as I use it. Read on Mac duff.