As a child I had a clearer view of my future then I do now!! I had my dream and I WAS SURE it was gonna come true. Now, as I get older (I am 20 for god's sake) I am starting to doubt what I chose as my life path..I know that I can do anything I want to, I simply don't know if my old dream is my NEW dream!! And when I take a break from the chaos around me, everything I feel comes out on paper..daydreaming,rambling..but basically just writing, because lately that's the only thing keeping me sane..