Life’s Little Misdirections 🥀🦋

The Thread (relatable/relatable?)

If you can relate…

https://www.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/jvt8y6/ive_realized_as_an_adult_im_i...

…because I can…100 percent…or about 95ish?

I will read the full Reddit thread someday…it’s just…my ADHD…?

3.10.23

Why Do I Care (um, Why Care?)

Abused
Confused
Conspiracy theorist
Thoughts contorted
Unsupported
Are you gaslighting me?
But, not insane…me too, or
why not me?
Why?
Me?
Me don’t know, and
why not you, or
did you know?
Kept from me?
This seasonal agony continues…
I’ve learned
it’s not your job to understand , and I…
I am the one who was built
with compassion
I’ve learned to employ, though
misapplied?
Deep in it now?
Educating myself to dispell
any informed hatred
I applied, told myself
Unworthy
No worth? But,
Not my baggage anymore
I like this thing you call indifference
Can’t seem to uncare
Maybe, I’ll figure it out,
besides
rambling.

Now, to the matter of sharing, then
editing and future cringe
possible change
of possible hypocrisy
that I don’t envision yet
showing
Showing?

It’s my own thread
that I pulled.
Unwoven
yet I can be seamless it seems, since
no one really calls me on it…
any more
Anymore?

And just like AI, I’m learning.
Danger, Will Robinson?
*robot arms like slinkies flailing*
I’m not funny
I’m not funny?

Still
learning…
but not when to STOP 🛑 ✋

Think a thing
Question a thing
Limbo
Forget
What was I thinking?
Rinse