Neurodivergent here. All the disgusting things I do or think on display. Wail away. |
They point to the things I’ve done that are normal rather that illuminate and identify my human errors that I can’t explain, that slip through the cracks. And then I forget. I’m no longer dogged because I’m left feeling I’ve been playing a game with my own tail. I have to ‘let it go’. A tale I can’t concretely tell because I’m so in love with colorful, multi-syllabic adjective-filled, metaphorical, symbolic, allegorical sub-reality of life (can’t get in on the ground floor — some worm surfacing and suffocating, or a fish…), but make it an adverb, lovingly, incorrectingly and I’m realizingly (why must you auto-correct, but do need you to call me on my shit) stoopid? pedantic Apple ass. 3.10.23 A few thoughts as my ADHD kicked in while reading a blurb-like-forward for the author of ‘I Overcame My Autism And All I Got Was This Lousy Anxiety Disorder’ https://autismspectrumnews.org/what-i-hope-people-will-get-out-of-my-autism-memo... A book is coming…I keep telling myself…as all kinds of arbitrary deadlines near & pass…like blaring traffic. So, there’s that. A book is coming…I keep telling myself…as all kinds of arbitrary deadlines near & pass…like blaring traffic. So, there’s that. |