Neurodivergent here. All the disgusting things I do or think on display. Wail away. |
On your dark shelves canned pears blacken in your attic spaces dusty boxes of her favorite Christmas decorations brown-wet, shriveling in your garden outer reaches suffocate the heirlooms rooting ‘neath trees and roots dormant until fresh invigoration of less acidic soil seeps a decaying memory of a once prolific plant, spoiling vision of all others’ daring, like your toddler darling so promising before unruly shoved and crawled, sprawled across your perfect carpet. Snipped and pruned, treated rude, recoiled from perceived hate, your retracted love. What was I? Five when I discovered you doted over that freckled brat more. The incense consumer who burned through hemp and tobacco before lost because he sucked at that teat until weaned and succor no more. 3.3.23 3.28.23 still…what was aim? A book is coming…I keep telling myself…as all kinds of arbitrary deadlines near & pass…like blaring traffic. So, there’s that. A book is coming…I keep telling myself…as all kinds of arbitrary deadlines near & pass…like blaring traffic. So, there’s that. |