Diary Thing(?)

My lack of emotional response may be due to shock

My mom found out about my more self-destructive habits during a doctors visit sometime last week. Apparently I'm meant to go see a therapist, but while I've desperately wishing for one since like 2019, I doubt it will actually happen. It's no one's fault in particular. Therapy is expensive, my mom's schedule is about as reliable as her employees, and my dad doesn't know - and doesn't get involved in this type of thing anyways.

It's a nice thought though: therapy. Maybe one day.