My Life

Sunday evening

It's 21:25, and I'm talking to Joe at MSN :) I always feeling happy when I'm talking to him... Just at the internet though... I'm feel like I'm going to blush at once when I sometimes talk to him in real life... My friends says that they really think he likes me, but I'm not shore if that is just things they say or the truth, because I'm fat... (weight 68kg lenght 163 cm) and I don't think any people can really like me... At least not the "outside" me... He prpbably likes my personality, but that's all... I wished I was thin and beautiful! But unfortenatly that is not the fact... I have even tried to cut myself, but the truth is that I'm too afraid to die... That is probably best that way too... But I really feel like I almost just lives for one thing... JOE! Cause we are so alike... Feel the same thing about the most thing and stuff... I really hope he's going to like me once... But even if he does like me now, he is probably too embarassed to tell anyone... and specially me... anywayz... GOTTA GO.....
TALKZ...
BYE