Ins and Outs of my Life

Another weird dream I always have

Back to dreams! I have another dream that I have had as of lately, quite often. About five or six times in the last year.
I am back in my high school ( where I happen to teach now) and it is second period and the bell rings to go to third. I am supposed to go to my locker and get my books but I can't remember my combination. ( This used to happen to me for real) I am about to go to the office and get the combination but my friend comes and asks me to go down to the elementary and see about my son. I think " That means I am going to miss Algebra again. I have only been to that class three times all year and I am not going to be caught up when I go back. " So I go to see about my son who is my younger sister ( this used to happen in real too--I would have to check on her from time to time) So then I am back to third period and talking to the teacher and she is saying I will be o.K. but I don' t feel that way at all. I feel like a million things are going on and I don't have time for this class. THen I wake up.
I think this dream reflects my feelings of losing control of things that are out of my control. My memory has been bad lately and that freaks me out as I forget a lot of things ... then I am afraid I am not going to get things done that are important to me as I have other things I am having to do that I really don' t want to have to do but have to before I can get to things that matter to me. THen I am always looking after others ( my kids or students ) In school I was motherly toward my little sister.
Does any of this make sense?? I think I need to start enjoying life and quit worrrying so much... this dream is always coming up when I am stressed. It is strange.