My True Soul

Realization of Dreams

I've started to realize something. It just clicked today in Physics. Yes, lotsa things do this with me. But I realized that everything that I've wanted for the last 2 years is coming true now. I am starting to see the rest of my life finally. It got to a point where I couldn't see anything at all and that really annoyed me. But right now I CAN see so much more. It's nice.
Just had to share that really. Other things aren't really worth writing down.
I got my new car, I am starting the whole college process and it's becoming more clear where I want to go and who I am. I finally seperated from my ex best friend, which I've been trying to do for 2 years. Now, even when I talk to her, she doesn't pull me back in like before. Thank goodness. I'm going to go see the love of my life... which I've waited for. And as I wait now, it gets harder. You think it'd get easier, hrm, well I guess it is in a way. But why it's gettng harder is because I'm straining to reach out and get that last inch, but I just can't yet... but I'm trying so damn hard, lol. Things are good now. Thanks for reading this if you did.