Ok so I am addicted... |
I am going to do something for myself. I am going to start saying "No!" THe next time someone wants me to watch their kid, I will say it. THe next time someone asks me to a boring outing, I will say it. The next time someone asks me to cook a dish to bring to something, I will say no and that I am not even coming. Who am I fooling? Well I did make a start today. I typed up a couple of letters to give to my clients that I work with to tell them that as in Jan. I am not working for them. I tutor kids afterschool. I do it to help out the parents as well as the kids. Why? Because they asked me to last year. But I need a break. I am getting too burned out. I mean i am so busy that I don't even remember things I am supposed to be doing sometimes. I call that an overload. Now if I can just get the nerve up to deliver these letters, it will be a new start for me to turn in a different directiona and start taking care of my needs and those of my family. I need some quality time to myself and with my family and not doing things I have no time or desire to do anymore. WOW! I feel better. Thanks for listening. |