My True Soul

My feelings for Sarah - best expressed

Nite1deringSoul: i can't explain... the way she knows what she does, how i know what i do...
Nite1deringSoul: and in my heart, soul, gut, and mind, they're ALL agreeing and saying there's something special there worth waiting for
Nite1deringSoul: worth going through all this for
Nite1deringSoul: i am in love with her, the love might change from romantic to friendly, but i will always love her with the same passion...
Nite1deringSoul: and i NEVER thought i would meet ANYONE who made me like this, but, yet i have
Nite1deringSoul: i would walk on hot coals, jump through rings of fire, jump off a cliff, kiss the ground she walks on, and lay down and let her walk all over me... i just wonder if she knows that
Nite1deringSoul: do you think she has any clue?
shorty: yeah
Nite1deringSoul: good
Nite1deringSoul: if she knows that and she's never really asked me to do any of it... then she does really love me
Nite1deringSoul: and she won't try to purposely hurt me
Nite1deringSoul: she could completely crush me... she has my heart... and the thought of us breaking up and how my heart would feel... that... just... it's some of the worst pain just from thinking about it
Nite1deringSoul: if that ever happens, i will cry... then i will probably rebound... very quickly... get someone to get my mind off her
Nite1deringSoul: and i won't care about them much at all and that's very bad...