Life as we know it sucks

I should have known not to trust you

Current Mood: remorseful

Current Music: Rockin the Suburbs - Ben Folds

I would probably get to the point where I'm stalking some guy and killing him if he ever betrayed me. "I love you" then BAM! the next day it's all over. And I can't go with him - I can't be with him. I hope Shane never does that to me. What would be perfect is if we never broke up.

No, what would be perfect is if Jacob would come back. If he would care for me as I do for him. He doesn't understand that he is my life. No, he doesn't see. Why doesn't he listen to that song?

but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you

That is his song to me. TO ME! No one else. He should have know not to fuck with my emotions! He should have known that I want to slaughter the being that keeps fucking up. I NEED to! The torture is only apparent when I continue this insufferable need to find a new love. Why must I continue to throw my heart into the hands of guys?

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but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you