trapped in a soap opera

yes, im still alive

been away from the internet for a few days. been in Jonesboro at Gary's left wed night and came back yesterday evening, but then i came home pretty much relaxed for a minute, got dressed went to the moose then went home with him to his parents house here. so yeah its been a lil while. dont have a lot of time to write right now. the whole thing is weird with him, he annoys me sometimes, but we pretty much get along well (cept for the other night when he got drunk off his ass--kinda made an ass of himself(and decided that he loved me LOL), but i dont hold that shit against ppl, unless it happens all the time. anyway we have been getting along well. i keep trying to figure out where its going. when i dont it tends to go places i dont want it too. nevertheless, too hard to analyze so i guess ill just have to take it as it goes. well i got to get ready for work, ill write more soon i promise.