Varying Shades of Gray - My Life

06-17-03 I wanna

JC is here. That's GOOD. He is the only thing keeping me from killing my mom right, now. Yes, she throwing the internet back in back in my face threatening shut it off, again. This time she says it will be the 20th of this month.
Which will not do me any good, once JC goes back. Needless to say, if she does that kind of shit, (cutting me off from not one but two of my lifelines, BOH, also) I will make her last moments on eatrh as painful and torturous as I can. Since I am working now, I am even going to see about getting the internet in my name, so the BITCH cannot hold that over my head, anymore.
If she does this, she will see a painful and misery death. NO ONE, and I MEAN NO ONE, will come between the two most important people in my life and me.
If they they try and happen to succeed, I might as well die, myself.

I will have an update for you, later. I had another dream. Not as "erotic", but even more tantalizing than the first. BTW, you know who the dream was about/with. Why? I'm not sure. I have my theories, though.

Anyway, if I get a chance, I will post the dream sequence, later.

Take care and have a great day, all.