My True Soul

Radically Insane

I didn't watch the State of the Union address tonight, but Eric told me that Bush mentioned same-sex marriage. I had to see what our Pres had to say this time. Basically the same as before - marriage should be only between a man and a woman. Right, okay. And then, we have the whole factor about my future job. So, I'm in major conflict about Bush. I don't like Dean thus far. So, do I vote for the lesser of 2 evils? Or do I vote against him because I'm so afraid he'll make my life miserable. Mm, the answer to this is becoming rather clear.

Sarah once again drove me batty in a way tonight, and then I commented on how people could let someone drive them that batty, make them that nervous, and still want to talk to them. I love what April said, basically "it's either love or relations." She's right with that, I do believe.

I had a meeting tonight, but dang Richard, lol. I have no clue where it was, tho I did see Amanda's car. And the spazzoid I am, that alone made me happy. I didn't even see her, lol. Oh well, next time.

I've been debating much about going to a Wiccan Pagan Student Alliance meeting. It's later today at 7. I have always been interested, just never acted upon my feelings. Tho part of me wants to go to learn more another part of me feels like it would be insultive for me to go and not be Wiccan or Pagan. Tho they clearly state it's okay if you aren't. Right now, as far as religious views... Unitarian Universalist still sticks in my mind. I've looked at many different religions and hope to continue to do so. Knowledge is what gives power and it's not just knowledge of one particular religion, least I don't think so.

Kinda ironic, I wrote today how my personal beliefs always seem to conflict with others, then I have the first person ever to oppose something I've said in this journal. Well, not said in the journal, oppose how I feel and who I am. Meh, always gonna happen, always has. Kinda funny now, it rolls off my back like water on a duck's feathers. Irony of it all was the references to bible verses...I already hear them all the time whenever someone here mentions someone else being gay. I do live in the bible belt, I can't ignore the bible even if I really tried to.

And other than this, I really don't know what else I have to say. I'm getting so tired that it doesn't matter at the moment. I guess that's a good cue.