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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/books/entry_id/429278-Failure
Rated: 18+ · Book · Teen · #946502
It is my dream to one day write a book about my life, till then this is it.
#429278 added May 29, 2006 at 11:47am
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Failure
I have been trying for sometime now to fail. I have taken harder classes than I ever really needed to take, set extremely unrealistic goals, and I always push myself to the very limit. But today I have failed. I pushed myself too far and I fell flat on my face like I always wanted. I wanted to punish myself, I want to fail. But now I have realized that it hurts. It hurts a lot. I just want to crawl into a hole and not come back out again. I have finally defeated myself. I have killed the only pride I had left. In my failure I have finally succeeded.

And I am totally miserable.....

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