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Kamal (Perfection), 3 Sultan 164 B.E. - Monday, January 21, 2008 about 10:54 AM PST I'm beginning a new phase of my life all the signs are there the three dreams, which occur just before it begins, the stress surrounding labor and a new birth. The stress and labor pains always occur in the year preceding the new phase the birth of a new life. The dreams are of my grandparents and come on three consecutive nights: the first dream is always the same, in it my mother and I (it's always my mother and I none of my siblings are ever in this dream) are in Blackwell, Oklahoma, in my grandparents house. The reason we're there is for my grandparent funeral and to dispose of their property; my cousins are in the dream (they never change and they never age) and we're discussing what to do with the house, what Mom and I want to take back to Vegas with us; our plane is leaving that afternoon so we have to decide what we want and what we can take on the plane, the rest will be sent to us; my cousins will sell or buy the house themselves it's never clear precisely which. The other two dreams are always different, but my grandparents are alway in them alive and will and happy. In one dream I'm always losing something, or leaving something somewhere, or getting something stolen from me, I never find it its always important (at least in the dream) and I'm not afraid just concerned. In the other dream I'm always at a lose for words. All the signs are there, a new phase of my life has begun and I'm at a lose for words. |