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Am I being impatient or is it a gut feeling

Jamál (Beauty), 2 Kamál (Perfection), 166 BE – Sunday, August 2, 2009 about 5:37 PM Pacific Time

I have enough GPs in my account to get a two month premium membership. I had planned on waiting until August 15, when my upgraded membership is up to get the premium membership. However, the past couple of days I've thought about going ahead and getting the up graded membership. I've had a premium membership before and had to let it go back to the upgraded membership because I didn't have the money or the GPs to extend the premium membership.

I think, or rather feel, it will be different this time. I believe that I'll be able to extend the premium membership without a problem. The issues at this point is go ahead and get it now, or wait until August 15, I feel I should do it now. The problem is that I don't know whether the feeling is impatience or intuition. If the feeling is intuition then I need to go ahead and get the premium membership, but if the feeling is impatience then I need to practice patience and wait until August 15.

I'm attempting to second guess myself. This is August. This is summer. I'm in Las Vegas. I'm off my meds. I'll be back on my meds after August 6, but that doesn't help me now. Now I have to decide whether I'm being impatient or my intuition is attempting to tell me something.