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Cutting it down to the wire

Istijlál (Majesty), 13 ‘Ilm (Knowledge), 167 BE – Thursday, October 28, 2010 about Sunset Pacific Time

I seem to be cutting it down to the wire lately and I don’t know why. Maybe I just need a rest. Maybe I need a vacation. Maybe I need more sleep. Maybe I just need to stop and smell the roses. Maybe I need to go out to eat.

I have no idea where this entry is going. I just looked at the last paragraph and wonder what I intended to write. I haven’t been to a movie in a long time. I haven’t been to a movie in over a year. I haven’t been to a movie since 2006. I need to go to a movie. I would like to go to a movie by myself, but that is out of the question. I can’t leave Mom alone, besides she would get angry if I went to a movie without her.

I need a vacation. I haven’t been out of Nevada since 2000. The last time I was out of the state, I attended my brother’s wedding. I need to get out of the state. I need to get out of the country. My grandmother always wanted to go to Israel, but never got the chance. I don’t want to die without getting out of the country just once.