Perpetual Ruminations

Thursday

Thursday is all shot to hell now. It's actually past my bedtime, but I was watching a movie with a good looking brunette and just did not have it in me to stop.

That's the problem, you see. I enjoy my time and just hate to see it run out, so I end up staying up later than I should so I can try and enjoy a couple more minutes before bed. I have been like this for a long time; ever since I can remember, I hated to have my time run out.

Now, if I didn't have to work in the  morning, it would be different. As a kid it was school, I hated to go to bed when I had school the next day, preferring to stay up and enjoy every last minute I had left.

Oh well, I suppose I will stay this way, at least until something major happens. If I had a job I looked forward to and enjoyed fully, I would probably be able to break this part of me. Say for instance if I was writing from home. Then, things would be so different, and I would not have to stay up to enjoy every last minute. In fact, I may even find myself wanting to go to bed so I could get a fresh start the next morning.

Well, maybe someday, but for this day, I have to get up in a few hours, so I reckon I better make myself go to bed.