Wondering about my Wanderings

Driven

I pray that I will know something about my driven. It is one word I have never used to identify myself. I am always seen as laid back. People come to me to a larger extent than me going to them. That is changing in my new role of mobile. I do escorts, patrol garages and race to emergencies. Then there are the weekend assist checks.

I am trusting that I will survive to tell the tale. Maybe there is a strident evangelist in me to compliment the laid back part of me that claims I am a caring presence. So, I look to go to sleep and wake up to see my friend of twenty five years. What will I discover about myself. Am I driven or waiting for someone to drive me to where I want to go.