Random Thoughts

Hiatus

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog. For that matter, it's been a long time since I've been on WDC or even written anything.





Long story short, I suffer from depression. I've always turned to writing as my anti-depressant but things got worse and I had to give in and get medication. Because I'm weak? No, because I'm smart enough to know when I need help. And I needed help. What I didn't expect was for my ability to write, to lose myself in another world, would change with the medication. I could pull up a WIP, know exactly what's supposed to happen but the words wouldn't come. For the past six months, I've fought my inability to write. I've tried everything I could think of to restart that part of me.





I could grouse for pages about the things I've tried and how they didn't work but I won't bore you. Needless to say, it's still a battle but I'm working on it. I haven't given up. I have two rather decent stories very close to finished and I will finish them. Hundreds more stories are batting around in my brain and haven't dimmed any in spite of the current word-dam I'm experiencing.





Wish me luck...