Angel Whispers

The Long Days

I am having to stay with friends at the moment as being home alone is something I can't cope with. Fear is a terrible thing to control.

My concentration has gone so I can only focus on my troubled mind. It is very difficult not to be negative, but I have tried to do these things today.

Go for a walk with my friend

Write a bit about my troubles

Clean my friend's hob

Read one blog

Phone a friend.

I am supposed to be seeing my son and family in a bit and feel I can barely put on a brave face. They are so busy they have little time to spare and live a fair distance away. Mey Ling and Bobby are flying to Cambodia tomorrow for three months. Her way of cheering herself up I guess. I know my family are nowhere near as supportive as others, but there is little I can do about it and when I am well I can cope on my own. A shame I am not well at present. Apologies for the me me me attitude.