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My first reaction to Jeri Ryan's Borg character on Voyager was, "That uniform is awesome." and "Does she have Borg VD?" I'm a bit of a germaphobe about sex; even in my erotic fantasies. I can imagine Jeri Ryan as my sexual playmate, but is she clean? Itis not too farfetched to imagine actresses as porn stars. Many mainstream movies sell sex .. Sandra Bullock and Scarlet Johansson look like porn twins. Do they have sexually transmitted diseases? Feminists would say this is body shaming. When I was in high school the girls were very critical of me. I was not a cool guy, like Bret Kavanaugh. They mocked me and body shamed me. But, I had sex with my best friend's sister. She confessed that her dad was raping her when he was high. Her dad was a heroine addict. .. I felt guilty about our relationship, because of her vulnerability. But, I continued to have sex with her.. Was I exploiting her ? I was very supportive and bought her things.. She enjoyed our time together.. I have erotic fantasies about sexy actresses. I like to dominate them in these fantasies.. Gloria Steinem might call these rape fantasies. I love Anna Kasperian in tights and high heels. Could this little essay get me fired? Maybe, in this era of "ME TOO" anything can offend. I like to imagine Aubreu Plaza, running through the woods. She is dressed as Alice in Wonderland. Trick or Treat? Reflections~What man can be domesticated in his dreams? (8)(8) |