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My thoughts

by werden

Rated: 18+ · Book · Other · #1180282

My thoughts about life

This is my first blog entry. I decided to try entering my thoughts on an online journal. I guess my first entry should be on how I reached this decision. I saw in the latest (well a couple of weeks ago) contests letter a piece about blogging. I checked out the blogs portion of the site and I was impressed. So many people sharing the intimate details of their lifes. I want to do my part.

This may not be the best blog entry, I know. But, I want to learn how to express myself better. I also want more people to get to know me on the site.

Today I plan on watching college football and reading during the commercials with the mute button on :). I may check some more of my e-mails and read some more online stories and try and comment on them. I try reviewing everything i read. I admit sometimes I read something and dont review it. Other times I am afraid I write a pretty crappy review. But noone has commented so far.

Well I will go for now.

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

Elycia Lee ☮

Feb 27, 2024 at 9:52pm
In response to "New Computer woes"

That's why notebooks are the best

~SilverMoon~

May 9, 2023 at 7:28am
In response to "Thursday 03-16"

I never liked the separation between churches. It seems like they are generally the same but each also has their own versions of what that entails.

I was raised christian though. I don't know everything there is to know.but I also don't think any human alive does either.

God things are good things. We're human and living in this world amoung the wonderful things but also heartbreaking and tragic things. And often we wonder why.

I'm pretty sure we will know some day, maybe not now. I can understand that people are impatient and want to fully understand whatever there is to know.

Hang in there.

~SilverMoon~

May 9, 2023 at 7:16am
In response to "New Computer woes"

So true. It seems like it's always about money. I stopped buying computers when they changed it so you could wipe your own drive and reload it without them. You use to get a disc that did all if that. Now they make it so and this is just my thoughts-- they can plant a virus to develope and then you have to pay lots of money to fix the problem, which never really goes away as there's always a new version.

WakeUpAndLive️~🚬🚭2024

Mar 8, 2023 at 2:23pm
In response to "Struggles to Blog"

I hope to read more from you. If you don't blog and open up to others they will not see you. So, blog on! It matters.

~SilverMoon~

Mar 2, 2023 at 11:11am
In response to "Wonderful News"

I'm not sure you know but your first post was repeated.

This is my first time reading your blog.

Not having diabetes is a great thing. I bet you feel a lot better. It's what I'm working toward too.

As for sharing the details, you're right. Sometimes I wonder if I share too much. But anyone not liking what I share can stop reading. I am who I am, you know. I like who I am, yet I'm not perfect either. I make a choice I'm not so fond of, and then rechoose if possible.

As that song goes--I'm only human.

Here's a link to a different version.

. https://youtu.be/3ZTer9RU4qs

Steev the Friction Wizurd

May 31, 2015 at 9:47am
In response to "My thoughts for 05/28/15"

Morning is best!

As far as planning ahead with your writing... I admire those who can do it. I find if I "plan" a piece, then I have the feeling that I have already written it and lose interest!

I prefer the excitement (and fear) of not knowing where it's going.

innerlight

May 30, 2015 at 9:14pm
In response to "addendum (#2) to my comment"

{entry#1180282}hmm blogging is an insight to another's mind I perfer keeping a journal. It's more personal but each person has their own of expressing themselves. Good luck! writingmom

werden

May 30, 2015 at 2:26pm
In response to "My thoughts for 05/28/15"

In a way I don't have a choice. They kind of take over all on their own.

Like this character, the one facing the dragon... he was the main villain (though behind the scenes somewhat) in the first two books.

now... he is not the villain anymore but yet he is not as redeemed as I want him to be

I try to paint him as a good guy and he says in effect 'Nope... not going to do it... not going there' though with a lot more colorful language.

All I can do is shrug, smile, and carry on

werden

May 30, 2015 at 2:08pm
In response to "addendum (#2) to my comment"

I am sure I will. I have limited my involvement just to sorting emails in folders now for the past several years. It's simply a matter of time. I am too wiped out during the work week to get too involved here. The week-ends are devoted to reading, reading and more reading plus tons of game-playing on my lap-top.

So it's hard to find the time to do what I want to do on here which is mainly reviewing the works of others... in order to write a decent, strong review, you have to take the time to read what you're reviewing thoroughly... time which I just don't have or I guess don't choose to spend.

werden

May 30, 2015 at 2:05pm
In response to "My thoughts for 05/28/15"

I work in accounting so I am always at my desk. It makes it more convenient but not necessarily easier. My office is so busy around the clock that nobody really pays attention to what people do as long as they get their work done so I can sneak in writing throughout my day without anyone really caring.

Still the addition of writing and work leaves me pretty wiped out at the end of the day. Especially when I strive to live through my characters, to become then, every single time I enter a line or sentence. It is not an easy transition to make from one character about to face a deadly monster, a dragon in this case, to me who's about to face a perhaps deadlier challenge... a tax return and back again... throughout the day....

At least you get a summer :) There is no summer for me....

September 30, 2019 at 7:45am

#967007

Progress

I found that I lost 3 pounds last week. That's a good thing. It's progress. I also had my blood drawn for the Diabetes test last Friday.

I would rather not have Diabetes at all. Granted the lifestyle changes I want to implement will have absolutely nothing to do with the medical community's diagnosis of me. I will continue to strive to eat right, exercise more consistently, etc, etc regardless of their diagnosis. But still I would rather NOT receive a bad diagnosis because I simply don't want to deal with the medical community's interference. Nor do I want additional reasons to worry.

I don't want to get that little rat in my mind started.

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September 26, 2019 at 7:34am

#966803

Not so good day

Had a bad day yesterday.

I was angry at God.. .at my body... at my family for my health problems.

I had a fight with my girlfriend. Well, it was more of a discussion but still... see... years ago she had pictures of her with another guy on her instagram page. They were looking all cutesy... and they even kissed once. A whole bunch of people swear up and down that this was true love, they were a couple... he was her boyfriend and so on and so forth. She tells me that was all something he and they made up together and she never had those feelngs towards him. This happened all before we met. I believed her then. I do now. But still, there's a lot of negativity and suspicion in me and all that stuff just came out yesterday.

I'm over that now. We're good. She understands the problems I deal with. I understand that those events on Instagram happened years ago and have no bearing with our current situation.

As for my health... i've been looking at some of the nutritional pages for some of the restaurants I go to and was horrified at how sodium-filled everything is. I've been eating mine fields of sodium without even realizing it. So, in effect, I've brought my health problems on myself so I have no call to get mad at God or my body. Getting angry at this world that poisons everything it touches... that's another issue.

So, I'm in a better place now with myself, God and my family.

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September 24, 2019 at 12:29pm

#966723

Health issues

Let's try again. My first attempt wasn't saved correctly.

I just received a phone call about my glucose levels. They want me to come in and get tested for Diabetes. Diabetes. Yech… I;ve always been scared of that word. Sounds very nasty. And icky.

But, I am going to work even harder to lose weight. I'm going to continue to jam out to music at work, dance and sing and all that fun stuff.

Going to spend time with my family, my Heavenly Father and my girlfriend.

Between all of this... I will beat this.

I know I will

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