Thoughts on life and society can be pointless, but that's what books are for. I've never enjoyed reading. It's always been difficult for me to read. Sometimes, I imagine little demons pulling at my eye lids. The Devil is in the details. I like people, who can act. They're fun to watch. I guess I wish I could be an actor, but I just don't have that charm and I stutter. My life is meaningless. I just lope from one place to another. I think that's my strength. Most people need a career and family. .. Family is a nice idea, but I've never had a nice family. Is this becoming annoying? ... Let's start with Vertago! He's cool and a stud. He also is popping up a lot in my movie watching. The mind can make association: like is the guy on the radio talking to me? Or why am I seeing so many eye balls in my movie watching? Jeeeze! I just saw CASE 39. A really scary movie with an eye ball scene that's very icky. This guy has a hornet come up out of his eye's lid.. tear duck. Any who, it's scary. Well, when I was Veratgo on Private Games.com my picture was of my left eye. It was trippy. Just a note to the CASE 39 writers: Lilith is not evil. I'm talking about Adam's first wife, expelled from Eden, because she "Would not be his beast of burden." Lilith is the first feminist in Bible Lore, she is immortal. So you can't drown her. Nope, only God can stop her. Okay, this Vertago guy is still effecting me. Strangers will look at me and cover their right eye, cars will shut one headlight off. That's dangerous! I had an elderly woman pinch my butt an call me "Vertago." in the mall. There was a Vertago concert. There is a Vertago song by U2. I started writing about Vertago in the 90's on an Australian web site Private Games.com. That's when I was working at Wal-Mart. Wal-Mart was awful. I had an over night manager slap me in the face. I just wish people would stop dropping pennies around me. I mentioned that Abraham Lincoln is looking to the right, while all the other presidents are facing to the left, because he was assassinated. Now, I get penny's dropped around me. I wish I had mentioned the dollar bill and the star of David over the eagel's head. It has twelve stars in it for the twelve Apostles. Feel free to throw dollars at me. Reflections: I wasn't completely honest about what I said about the penny. I was quoting the old Civil war lore Lincoln was facing right because he freed the slaves and turned his back on the brotherhood. That's what I wrote on Private Games.com. I'm not in favor of slavery. |
I have odd thoughts. I am aware of the danger from society when expressing these oddities. First off, 5000,00 people have died on the Congo from last month. Many were killed in tribal wars, most were eaten by the wild life. Should the United States send troops to protect the defenseless? Syria has oil. That is why Russia and The United States want to control it. A conventional war is practical, nukes destroy everything. Over a million Syrians have fled their country. No one has counted the dead. So, the United States pulls out of Syria and Russia does the dirty work of thinning the opposition ... That's genocide. What is practical can be genocidal. I fear that moderate Moslems will be targeted by Islamist extremist and secular globalists. It is practical to demonize your enemy as the United States demonized Japanese Americans after Pearl Harbor. Can you trust a woman in a hajim? Go to any Catholic Church and you will see a statue of the Madonna , wearing a veil .. It was Mosiac Law. I am not a fan of the Seria Law. However, a desperate people will take up any banner that rebuilds their pride and hope for justice. That is how Hitler was elected by a majority in Germany. Hot topics in the news are mostly propaganda for the corporations that own the media. Bill O'Rielly likes to champion the Republicans. So, what? I really, can't see any way around a 18trillion dollar money pit. The Federal Government will collapse and local State Government will be on their own. Neither, Democrat or Republican can stop it. There will most likely be marshal law and lost of personal liberties such as private gun ownership. How many private gun owners will stand against the military? That is a revolution and treason. There are many events in the news that sound like a lone killer , but there targets could be considered terrorist tactics. A city can be paralyzed by a terrorist threat in strategic traffic routes, such as, the sniper attacks in the news. The United States Senate was evacuated because of a false risen threat. Power utilities and water depots are soft targets. All of which will lead to more police searches and monitoring of citizens. What if every Syrian was killed? That would not kill Moslem extremism. The only way to stop a bad idea is to reeducate the indoctrinated fanatics. That takes a longtime ... And where is God? Well, I was raised to believe we live in the mind of God. Ergo, it's all a dream.. Yeah, that's not going to stop the pain. Just venting. Please, don't shoot me.+ ^^ V |