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A journal of random thoughts and bits of poetry with nowhere to go. Read, write, like, talk. About Me I'm Ren, living in Wales with my wife and kid. We have five cats, six chickens. Writing poetry, trying to finish a novel, working for a Domestic Abuse charity. I have a website @ Ren Williams  and a blog @ queerlittlefamily.co.uk Posts About My Life Invalid Entry Invalid Entry Invalid Entry Invalid Entry Invalid Entry Invalid Entry |
| Tired. Two days of work. I'm getting used to it, but it's still tiring. Feeling a bit down, mostly pms related. Not had a chance to do much except keep up to date with my blog challenges and NaPoWriMo. It pulls at me. It becomes more than tiredness and starts to become weariness. Weariness is different, sadder. It's not even 9pm. I may go to bed and watch some MST3K with my wife. Oh poem first then bed. Check out all my all my poems for NaPoWriMo here - "Invalid Item" and you check out all the other participants in the group too. Plus the forum is "Invalid Item" if you want to check out some more that haven't been added to the list yet. Marci Missing Everyone   and 🌑 Darleen - QoD  do a great job keeping the lists up to date but there's quite a few of us now :0. |
| Pretty tired. Left house at nine, got home at half past seven. Been a while since I've done a day that long. Paperwork at the bookshop was a mess. Again. Village shop was okay, getting used to everything, owners seem happy with me. Sue is a delight to work with too. Not quite used to being on my feet for all that time though, but it'll get better. I will get better. I am better. We're having an easter egg hunt for the kids on Saturday. And it's my wife's birthday on Wednesday. I bought her a new super powerful drill that she's already had and used and it very happy with, a Hawkeye t-shirt that hasn't arrived yet and a new teapot which is hidden away. Our cats broke our last one. Good thing I saved up money for her presents caused it's just an empty account again. Rent day soon. Doh. I don't feel too bad about it all though, I was, but now I know how much money we have and will have and I have three shifts coming, two of which are double time, I feel like this could be the week we catch up on the bills. Bet they still cut off my phone for a few days. Oh well. These are the breaks but I feel confident it's getting better.  Hope you're all well out there on WDC. |
| The moon big and bright against a light blue sky is beautiful and confusing to my naked eye. |
| Slept very badly last night, but feel okay today. Not great. I have my meds now, thanks to my sister, and have taken this mornings so I should be on the up now. Chemically at least. Work was okay, tiring, and I got behind. Should've started sweeping and mopping earlier. My nephew is here. We figured out how to get his xbox account onto my xbox and he shouted with his friend for couple of hours. Spoke to my wife about the money, we'll get caught up. I have three shifts next week, so that's some extra money. Cats really like peas. Especially if those peas taste faintly of ham. Really glad I'm keeping up with NaPoWriMo though. And reviewing. I've been reading and reviewing poems posted to the "Invalid Item" groups in and out. It's a great idea, and all about reading and writing dark poetry.Anyway, tomorrow is another day right? |
| All words are inside me and I am all words. |
| Tired and sad and my landlord is coming tomorrow and I couldn't afford lunch today and luckily I am a regular at the cafe because she said I could owe them. And my phone company won't upgrade my phone cause I'm an untrustworthy customer cause I've been last paying my bills over the past six months. Except that if they don't give me a new cheaper contract, I can't change that. It's so annoying and I really just want to sleep and sleep and sleep. The depression calls, from the darkness. Pogo, my youngest cat who's almost a year old has burnt his lip. He's got a big lump on it but it doesn't seem to hurt him or bother him. I might take him to the vet on Wednesday anyway. Oh, except we still owe the vet money for Reb Brown. Right now they're all playing. Wrestling. Life is supposed to be getting better, I got a job for heaven's sake. I Isn't that supposed to help?? I'm wondering if I'm actually a little ill. I mean I don't have a temperature but if I feel awful. And sad. I barely managed to get through my shift at Oxfam this morning and came home and went to bed for a few hours. Well, anyway, thanks for reading my ramble if you have. Sorry it's a bit grumpy. Such is the way of my mental health. |
| I am ill. Head cold perhaps. The headache has been around for a week so I'm guessing it's more than just a regular cold. Sister is ill. Painting day is off. Mother's Day here in the UK. I should post something about my crazy mum. I do love her. I don't think she'll come over now. I don't want her to get ill. Or Jay. Next week. |
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So hard when your kids are sick, eh?